Thursday, July 24, 2008

bday nikkil

....Nikkil!!!


Muahaha....It's his birthday today!Come let us wish him,shall we?aahaha...Happy Birthday Buddy!!!Hope you enjoy your birthday this year.Someone's old already!


MixFruitCake
(apparently they said its nice,i bought it from BreadStory)
[Matt said he never eaten such nice cake before not even his own b'day cake!]

Tien Mie and I planned a surprise party for Nikk and Sarah yesterday,it turn out well.Thanks to the whole class,they were so cooperate.Haha!Oh,thanks again Tien Mie.Your my great partner 'in crime'.Hahaha! Most importantly is that,they enjoyed the mini party and they were SURPRISE!im a genius,the master of surprise party.Muahaha....

Now,I want to dedicate this post to my best friend Nikkil.

We know each other say about 5 years?Yea,the three of us,Yvonne,Nikk and I.We sort of fight before we became best friends.No joke.When it was his 13th birthday,our class planned a party for him during Hari Anugerah and there's a cake fight.In the end,we kena basted and we were punished.Had to write 5000 words to apologize to the teachers.I still remember Pn.Farahiza.Hahaa.I was the 'innocent' one actually,passed by the room and i got smash by a piece of cake and being accused by Nikk that I was part of the 'team',so sort of had a fight with him.And from then on,'PUFF!' we became best friends.Hahaha...Funny isn't it?


Too much of Physics i guess
we went a lil' 'kuku'

We were in the same class for like 5years.Our friendship stays strong than ever.We've been through tough times and happy times.Whenever we have problems,we will solve it together.
No secrets between us.Always help one another.Like I always said : "That's what BestFriends are for!"


BEWARE!!!


Nikk can be very horny sometimes.Girls out there becareful!!!
Look at what he did to Matt!Poor Matt!

He can be 'girly' sometimes too.Man,lagi 'girly' than Yvonne and I both add together.No joke!
You've got to see him when he turns gay,OMG!Its damn funny!!!Hahaha!

Besides horny and 'girly' , he is the EMO king too!
Worst than someone I knew.Haha.Yup,when he is Emo-ing,better don't go near him!
Take my advise!Haha!"emo emo emo emo"

Well,Nikk loves to mix around though.Everyone loves him.
"i think!"Hahaa...I wonder!

Sometimes he can be very "vain".
Love to pose around and act cool!

He can be as crazy as I am too!
Lamer than me la,OF COURSE!!!
hahaha!

No matter where he is,no matter where he goes,he will still mix well with strangers.
Brought him to one of my youth's event and everyone 'loves' him.
Of course!JinYin's best friend wad!!ahahhaa!
[spotted:Wykit's even gay-er than Nikk]

He can be very playful as well.He loss in Yvonne's spoon game and was punished to drink some disgusting juice made by Yvonne and gang.Can you believe it?He actually drank it all up!No joke!

Whenever I face difficulties, I will talk to them.Man,they are real good listeners.They will give good advise and make me happy.Vice versa.Me too!Haha!

Nikk ALWAYS bully me!Not just him,the others too.
Guess I was meant to be bully la..No choice,who ask me to be so nice!Haha...Patient is my nature.I won't get angry easily like SOMEONE!Haha...that's why I always kena bully but by that I get to make people happy and laugh instead.Guess its worth it!Right Nikk???

Well,sometimes we will do some funny action or pose together just to fool around.
Can say its some sort of stress release la..Hahaha...'kononnya'

Hari Anugerah
No.1,No.2,No.3
Nikk,Jinyin,Yvonne

Nikk is a smart student too.Neither get No.1 or No.2.Same goes to Yvonne.Among them,I'm the most average one.Haha...I don't mind cause they are SERIOUSLY smarter than me!Haha!Don't play play man!

Best Buddies Forever!!!

Happy 17th Birthday!
May your wish come true!

Nikk,thanks for everything you've done.Hope you enjoy your birthday!All the best!
You will always be my best buddy!hahahaa....Blackie!!!

p/s: dedicate the song in my music box to the birthday boy Nikk.Hope you like it!


Thanks for reading.
JinYin

Friday, July 11, 2008

Patty

....Special Tribute to Patty

EVERYONE!!!!
Say "Hello" to Patty!

Haha...wondering why there's a picture of a toad out of nowhere?Let me introduce lil toady,its name is Patty.Why Patty?Because its a freaking big toad and they said that when you kiss a frog,it will turn into a prince.Its a Prince and a Fatty,therefore, "Prince + Fatty = Patty".Interesting?*I know its lame* Just want to joke around to spice up my last post.Apparently its a hit!Now back to the topic.

Freaking big and fat isn't it?!???
Its bigger in real life,no joke!

I bought Patty from a restaurant,it cost me about rm12.Its worth it as its a real BIG toad. Right now,you must be confused!Why get a toad?What is it for?Haha...Its for our Biology class actually.We decided on dissecting a frog.Can't find a frog,so I bought a toad instead.
Skip the part where there's a certain "someone" from our school sort of under estimate us and "berlagak" in front of all of us.Don't care about it anymore!Haha....

Cute lil Patty and I
in the Bio Lab

Most of us bought frogs and toads.We brought all of them to the lab and prepare ourselves before the dissection begins.

Dissection Tray and Kit

WARNING: The following pictures and video below might be alittle disgusting, so watch at your own risk!!Better don't vomit!!!I am very SERIOUS!!!!

Here we have Irfan's froggy.He caught in it a big longkang at Shah Alam.This little frog came all the way from Shah Alam just for the dissection but he manage to escape.Why?Because it is TOO small.Can't even see a thing even if we dissect it.So kesian the fella,we kept it for a day as our "Class Pet".

NOW!!!For the REAL Dissection!!!!

Patty's Internal Organs

Yes,its Patty!I know its a little cruel but I guess it willing to sacrifice for us.I did pray for Patty before bringing it to school.Anyway, Yvonne,Irfan and I work as a group.We got to see its Heart(which is still beating),Liver,Gall Bladder,Stomach,Intestines,Kidney,Lungs AND ovaries.YUP!!Turns out,Patty its a girl after all.Guess its a Princess and a Fatty now.Haha...At 1st we thought it was pregnant but its just fats!!!



Was asked to blow some air through the mouth of the toad into the lungs so that it will expand.
And it did!!!Its super cool and funny!!!

Doc.Yvonne
(note:Mr.Tan was starring at her)

'Mad' Doc.Irfan

I miss Patty!!!!
After Bio class......Nikk's doing some funny face!
(Yvonne took this random picture btw)

The Survivor!
Tammy!

Irfan and Tammy
(it looks so innocent!)

Gosh,misses Patty a lot!Didn't get the chance to bury it properly.Anyway,we had fun that day despite that certain "someone" again.*so Annoying!*...Fuuh!Chill!Hahaa...Oh,we let Tammy go after school by the way.Cause kesian the fella alone in the little container,so we decided to let it go.Happy la Tammy!Haha...

Notice: "Tammy" is actually Tien Mie's nickname,Irfan purposely name it that!Haha...Sorry Tien Mie,We were JUST joking around!

Thanks for reading,
JinYin

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Depression

....What can I do?

If your in depression,what will you do?I'm in that situation now.Couldn't do anything about it,so decided to write it all out here.I have a real life story to tell....

I met a friend when I was form 1,most of them who heard of this story might know who is it.Let's call her Amanda.You know,new environment new people,you will have a hard time meeting new friends around in new school especially the 1st day.So am I.Amanda was the 1st one who talk to me and introduce me to some of her friends.We blend very well and no long later we became best friends.Coincidently,her brother and my brother were best friends too.We live at the same area.Every morning we will walk to school together.We talk about almost everything.Join almost every club in school together.

Long story short,we weren't that close together as time goes by cause from Form2 onwards I stayed in the first class while she drop to the second class.Due to different class and I met other friends,we seldom talk like before.I thought maybe she met new friends in that class and whenever I'm with her friends I felt awkward cause wrong channel,that's why we don't really mix around.In the end I found out that I was wrong.Form4 that year,she began to avoid me and that was the year my mum and her mum were quite close together.As her mum don't know how to drive so my mum will pick her up and bring her 'yum cha'.So everytime I will appear in her house.Didn't realize that she doesn't like it at all.

One night,someone told me that she wrote something on her blog thats about me.So I read and found out that don't know when onwards she started hate me a lot.In her post,all kinds of foul words can be read.Guess that's the way of her expressing her anger.She wrote every single bad things about me,some are true but some are fake.As I was reading that post,I cried and cried.I couldn't believe she can do this kind of things.I couldn't believe that she can use so many foul words at a time.I just couldn't believe what I had read.From that day onwards,I didn't talk to her at all.In school,she always give me the 'pisst off' look.Whenever I saw her doing that,I felt so sad.My mum don't know about this so she still go to her house and visit her mum.My mum told me that whenever Amanda saw her,she will just walk off infront of my mum without saying Hi.I was so depress when i heard that.Is me she hate of not my mum.I didn't want to drag my mum in this,somehow my mum realize what happen and she stop going to her house.I didn't want to drag my other best friends like Nikk and Yvonne into this too,but she didn't even want to talk to them since then.

After a year which is now, I thought everything's all cool down and fating off,but I was wrong again.I was so childish to think that maybe if I talk her again,the problem will solve.I always think of that but I don't have the courage to talk to her yet and I thought maybe next time if there's a chance for me to.

But it doesn't seem that easy,last Thursday during tuition,my friend "Mely" told me something.Mely seldom gossip but she couldn't hold it as she was angry at what Amanda did in school.Mely told me that during PJK while me and some friends were playing badminton,Amanda was shouting and criticizing me behind my back in the corridor.Amanda said:" That S.S.H (a cantonese fault words which means bitch in a way),F*** her la.Don't know how to play badminton but still F***ing standing there playing and holding the racket don't let the others to play.Man,see her already wana D** her." Mely said when I was playing badminton,Amanda saw and she wanted to play too but there's no more badminton racket.So she kept telling her friends that I was the one keep holding the racket and didn't want to leave the court.Mely said that she couldn't stand all the foul words that Amanda said towards me.Every single sentence there's a foul word.That's why she decided to tell me.When I heard it,I was so depress.I can't concentrate in whatever I had studied.

Funniest thing was,badminton was what Yvonne and I decided to do whenever there's PJ.The racket was mine and I even brought my own shatter cork to play.What makes her think that I took people's racket and don't let the others to play including her?If she really want to play,why can't she ask from us as there's about 8 of us holding rackets playing in the same court?Why don't she stop whining and think of herself ?Why don't she bring her own racket and play if she wanted to play so much?Guess maybe she don't have a badminton racket.I just don't understand what is she thinking,am I that bad until she hate me that much?I couldn't believe that she can accuse me without any evidence.Yet her bunch of girlfriends which don't really know me,believe her and kept gossiping about me.And they thought I don't know that.I don't know who to tell as I don't want to drag anyone into this.But Nikk was the only one on9 that time and I told him all about it.He told me to confront Amanda and show her that I'm not a easy pushover person but I told him that a normal childish person will do that.I won't be that childish but to be more mature.I didn't tell Yvonne the next day cause I don't want her to get drag into this,after all she was once Amanda's best friend.I didn't want to spoil her relationship with Amanda.So I kept it to myself.Guess after she read this she will know la why that day I was so serious.

I wasn't angry at Amanda.Not at all,just a little disappointed.No idea why she hate me so much,until now I still don't know what I have done to make her like this.At least if she let me know,I will change but she didn't say the real reason.
As I was crying and questioning I remember Auntie Jenny told me that whenever your sad flip the bible and you will get the answer,God will show you.So I flip the bible and guess what?Its TRUE.He show me some scriptures and after reading it,I felt so relive.Tears stop dropping and I slept deeply.

I know its just a HUGE misunderstanding back then between Amanda and I.I believe with God,nothing is impossible.I know I will have to solve this problem on my own someday somehow,but He will guide me through this.No matter what she did to me,how she had hurt me,how much she hates me,she will always be my friend.All I can do now is just hope and pray.Guess the problem is Amanda not anyone of us cause the same story happens to her own bestfriend,Fel as well.She and Amanda had some misunderstanding and stop talking to each other for along time already.I just hope that her bestfriend will not ended up like me and her.Well,the last thing I want to do is to hurt my bestfriends.To Yvonne and Nikk,I love you two so much!!! =}

Oh WELL!There's a few pictures to show which brightens up my day!

Baby Emma

Congratulations to John & Wan Yi!!

My ex-churchmates new born baby daughter
(they migrated to South Africa to serve 2years back)

A new life,a new beginning

Thanks for reading,
JinYin